One week, just left one week, I need to get back to UTM Skudai again. Not any different with UTM, just that I am not a junior again. Instead, I am a senior!
Who will going to be my direct junior?? I wonder… But the main thing is that I will be a senior and this make me very happy! Hope that I can help my junior in the next semester! Hehe~
今天，我做了一件我认为是我生平做得最错的一件事！
这件事让我在瞬间仿佛从一名天使，降落到一个恶魔！
我觉得我很卑鄙、很自私；
就连我自己也难以原谅这么坏的一个我！
一直以来，我都为自己感到骄傲。
虽然我没有过人的姿色、也没有傲人的智慧，
但至少我知道，
我是善良的！
我为自己的善良而感到骄傲！
可是今天，
在相信你和不相信你之间，
我竟然会为了一些事，
而选择不相信你！
我真不敢相信我自己，
会为了那件事儿怀疑你的人格！
一直以来，你对我是这么的好，
好到我不知道要怎样去形同你对我的好；
但我竟然会为了一件事，
而怀疑你！
我不能原谅我自己！
对不起，请你原谅我！
我应该知道，你不会这样对我的！
我应该知道，你是真心希望我好！
我应该知道，我不应该怀疑你对我的好！
我应该知道，我应该相信你！
对不起！！！！
或许，
我们都不应该过于投入一段感情。
因为，
陷得越深，伤得就越深。
曾经，
我是那么地重视这一段感情；
结果，
我被这段感情深深地伤害过；
因为太过重视，
所以当这段感情开始变质时，
伤害就越大，
心也越痛。
曾经，
我发誓不再对它有所留恋，
可是，
因为曾经投入，
所以离开对我来说……
很难。
所以，
当你面对一段感情时，
请切记这一句话，
陷得越深，伤得越深。
Wow!! It seems like I have such a long time didn’t update my blogger here! Well, that’s because that I have to sit for my final exam and therefore I have no any time to update it. Furthermore, during this period of final exam, I guess I would have nothing happy or special thing to write on my blogger.
BUT, today is different!!! Guess why? Yes! I finish taking my test yesterdat FINALLY!!! And I am so happy to pack up all my things to go back to my dearest hometown which I am missing so much~
By the way, I won’t be so rush going back to my home right after my exam… Hehe~ since I have locked myself from shopping during the final exam period, so today I went shopping with my friends in City Square, Johor Bahru for the WHOLE day!! I never experience this kind of shopping before you know? We watched movie in “The Cathay Cinema”, went shopping around, have our meal in “Kinichi” restaurant, continue our shopping, have some break with a glass of fruit blended ice in “Tea House Restaurant” and then went to Taman Universiti to have “Bak Gu Teh” as dinner!!! That’s really great just to walk around the mall and kept shopping…
However, the pay for this shopping is my MONEY again~ Just for today’s shopping, almost half of my money flew away… T.T I can’t tell you the exact amount as I scare it will frighten you up… Better to keep it secret in myself than to let all of you being frightened by me, right? Hehe~
Last but not least, guys and girls, I am going back to Kuantan TOMORROW!!!
Kuantan, I am coming to you TOMORROW!!!
Today, I went to PC fair in Persada Johor Bahru and guess what? I spent my money there again!
However, I can take a rest from my hectic university life and through shopping in PC fair, I can throw all my vexation away from me. Although it can only last for a while and all the vexation will still come back to me when I step into UTM again, but I still enjoyed it!
Unfortunately, everything you get you have to pay for it and the cost of my happiness and relax for an afternoon is…… RM100++!!! T.T
Now, I back to UTM, back to my bunch of projects, back to my final exam, back to my vexation…… Come on, Alice! You can do it! If you believe you can, you definitely can!!!!!
今天不知道为什么，头重重，也晕晕的。
打电话回家，妈妈从电话的另一头察觉我的声音听起来很累，关心地问了我：“做么？不舒服吗？”
原本不想让她担心，可是在她面前，我还是无法掩饰，回答说：“嗯，头晕。”
接下来，她就关心地要我服食药物，并告诉我该怎么做。若是平时的我，我会认为她有点长气，但是今天不会。相反的，我感动。
不知道是因为压力，还是不舒服的关系，我的眼泪再一次于眼眶中打滚。
我忍住不让它流下来，可是听着妈妈关心的声音不断地从听筒里传来，我无法强止。就这样，我一边静静地流泪，一边听着我思念的声音。
挂上电话后，我才发现，我的头不再晕，感觉轻了很多。原来，家人的一句关心，可以比得上一枚灵丹！就在刚才，我妈妈的声音已在短短的几分钟里把我的病给治愈了！
好想家……
Yahooooo!!! Guess what? I just participated in this event!!!
Although I can just show my support by turning off the lights in my room, but this really sound cool for me!
And I just called my parent that night and they also did it! They even told me that the whole city of KL as well as Pinang island switch off the light! Wow!!!! That’s really cool!!! Just imagine the whole city of KL was in the darkness!!! Although I can’t see on the spot, but it does make me happy to imagine it!
Anyway, for those who are staying or studying in KL, can you please tell me how is KL looks like in the darkness? Cool?
Last, an hour does look very short, but it’s does help a lot in reducing the global warming IF everyone of us give s little support!
2nd semester seems to be finished soon, but before I can actually relax myself, I have………..
- Computer Organization and Architecture final project
- Programming Technique 2 final project
- Human Computer Interaction final project
- Software Engineering project
- Database project
All of these need to be finished by study week. OMG!!! How can I finish all of this in such a short period??? It’s just leave about 2 more weeks only for me to do!!!!
By the way, gambate!!! You can do it, if you believe you can! After this, you can enjoy your 2 months holiday and I know that you are actually longing for this! So, Alice, gambate!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
在这忙碌的大学生涯中，
我的生活并不会单调。
为什么？
我也不知道！
有的时候，
我会紧张，
小小的一颗心，
噗嗵噗嗵地跳个不停；
有的时候，
我会害怕，
害怕拥有的会失去；
有的时候，
我会想笑，
因为我开心，
却又说不出为什么；
有的时候，
我会想哭，
有时更是泪流满面，
却又搞不懂为什么伤心；
我傻笑，
我痛哭，
我生气，
我懊恼，
等种种的反应，
都在跟我说：
“人生其实可以是多姿多彩的，
只看一个人怎样去过而已。”
那一天，我哭了。
不知道为什么，我就是哭了。
也许是我压力太大，
也许是我不够坚强，
也许是我想哭。
无论如何，
经过这件事，
我学会了坚强。
不再有任何事，
会比我的学业、家庭，
更重要！
惟有让自己坚强，
才不会受伤！
惟有武装自己，
才不会流泪！
或许，
我们都不该勉强；
或许，
我们都需要自由。
